24/11/24./// HYLX-1114 — 'KiT' ///

honestly this doesnt feel like... enouugh for a whole journal entry... but whatever? they say its fine and that the journal entries are for us to go on rants, or tangents, or blurbs, whatever, about anything we want if its on our mind. so it should be fine???

it really sucks to get constantly paranoid haha. paranoid those close to you hate you, just bcz they didn't respond to messages you sent... paranoid people are after you... idk. paranoia really sucks. dont like it one bit

dunno what to do now though. what a measly journal entry ahhah. comparing my journal entry to UNKN-1347 & IPSY-0101's entries is so silly tho. it doesn't matter that mine sounds less de-attached from the concept of oneself or whatever. it's just how i am? idk lmao, but this place is for us to all be able to express ourselves freely so... feeling like i need to mask to be 'more like' epithet and erê is just silly

just gonna make the entries title todays date because how the fuck else am i meant to title it pff... there's nothing to this that can be neatly tied up in a bow?? so